sometimes i have thoughts
a patchwork quilt of all that i am and all that i have. almost, everything.
memoirs, diary entries, journals. feelings too big to eat and too scary to scream in the face of. postcards
I want you to know, if you ever read this, there was a time when I would rather have had you by my side than any one of these words; I would rather have had you by my side than all the blue in the world. -Maggie Nelson, Bluets