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About the Substack

This is where I hash out the messy, funny, heartbreaking business of disability, care, and relationships—through my specific fat, queer, Fil-Am lens with pop culture riffs, spiritual side quests, and just enough magic to keep it weird.

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About Christa Lei

Christa is a disabled, fat, queer, neurodivergent, polyamorous filipino-american living in NYC. they write, educate others in patient and self advocacy, build communities through communal care, and do fun, creative stuff with their comrades + pals.